haha. it's not as serious as the title sounded. it's just me being melodramatic.
perhaps it was the frigid aircondition n rain but never felt so melancholy for quite a spell like yesterday. perhaps it's pms. perhaps it's the age catching up and lack of sex? erm. not true. not lack of it. it's totally missing - the sex chapter in my life.
i was desperate to chat with someone. called tassa. she's shopping. called vonn. she suggested that i was moody due to the toyboy thing? na la! told her maybe i need a sex partner. ha ha. she said as if i need sex 24x7. whoa! i mean who says i need it 24x7. just need him to be on standby 24x7. reachable within a phone call? urgh! then noticed that all the while she chatting with me, her hubby was driving beside her. omfg. i mean if u know me. u know i was trashing. else, i would have sounded like a mega sex slut? hmm.
suppose to go out with shane which she cancelled later - in return she promised me a cheesecake treat. yea!! so i pattered around the house taking note what to clean up on sunday. weighed myself. yea! confirm shed another kilo to total of 4 kilos since 1May. mood liven up tremendously.
tassa called. aa. had a great nice chat. she just finished some papers on monday and was disorientated due to the stress. shared some weight losing ideas. she was shocked when i told her my initial weight. "are u sure? the sofia foo we know?". ha ha. i was not surprised. a lot of ppl had the same reaction when i revealed it. i can qualify for the super heavy weight category, i guess. she thought of marie france. i thought it is too expensive. well we agreed on exercising part and determination. i felt in these 3 weeks, i was pretty determined. forced myself to wake up and dragged myself to the gym. although i only spend max 30 minutes of brisk walk, i guess is a good start. plus i sweat, er.. perspired (i can nearly hear Ms Lim's voice admonishing us - "Sweating is for horses, human perspires"). with all this perspiring, it somehow makes me more awake and alert at work. hope to stay this way. er. ok tassa. WILL stay this way.
goal!! 6th min, argentina already scored a goal. hmm should have placed a bet. i cannot ignore the deep rumbling sound which i pretended it wasn't there. it was my tummy la. whip up a quick spicy fusion mamak-italian pasta goreng. damn the carbs. then it was goal goal goal goal and 90th minute another goal. goals galore. argentina whose team is younger made Serbia and Montenegro looks like kids in the pitch.
then i had weird dreams. (hey! not wet ok) i dreamt about vincent. vincent?! why him?! i've been pondering for quite sometime now. but cant really relate any thing current with him. weird. but he was kinda cool in my dream. like i said it. it was a dream. hee hee it was actually quite a nice dream. hmm.
perhaps it was the frigid aircondition n rain but never felt so melancholy for quite a spell like yesterday. perhaps it's pms. perhaps it's the age catching up and lack of sex? erm. not true. not lack of it. it's totally missing - the sex chapter in my life.
i was desperate to chat with someone. called tassa. she's shopping. called vonn. she suggested that i was moody due to the toyboy thing? na la! told her maybe i need a sex partner. ha ha. she said as if i need sex 24x7. whoa! i mean who says i need it 24x7. just need him to be on standby 24x7. reachable within a phone call? urgh! then noticed that all the while she chatting with me, her hubby was driving beside her. omfg. i mean if u know me. u know i was trashing. else, i would have sounded like a mega sex slut? hmm.
suppose to go out with shane which she cancelled later - in return she promised me a cheesecake treat. yea!! so i pattered around the house taking note what to clean up on sunday. weighed myself. yea! confirm shed another kilo to total of 4 kilos since 1May. mood liven up tremendously.
tassa called. aa. had a great nice chat. she just finished some papers on monday and was disorientated due to the stress. shared some weight losing ideas. she was shocked when i told her my initial weight. "are u sure? the sofia foo we know?". ha ha. i was not surprised. a lot of ppl had the same reaction when i revealed it. i can qualify for the super heavy weight category, i guess. she thought of marie france. i thought it is too expensive. well we agreed on exercising part and determination. i felt in these 3 weeks, i was pretty determined. forced myself to wake up and dragged myself to the gym. although i only spend max 30 minutes of brisk walk, i guess is a good start. plus i sweat, er.. perspired (i can nearly hear Ms Lim's voice admonishing us - "Sweating is for horses, human perspires"). with all this perspiring, it somehow makes me more awake and alert at work. hope to stay this way. er. ok tassa. WILL stay this way.
goal!! 6th min, argentina already scored a goal. hmm should have placed a bet. i cannot ignore the deep rumbling sound which i pretended it wasn't there. it was my tummy la. whip up a quick spicy fusion mamak-italian pasta goreng. damn the carbs. then it was goal goal goal goal and 90th minute another goal. goals galore. argentina whose team is younger made Serbia and Montenegro looks like kids in the pitch.
then i had weird dreams. (hey! not wet ok) i dreamt about vincent. vincent?! why him?! i've been pondering for quite sometime now. but cant really relate any thing current with him. weird. but he was kinda cool in my dream. like i said it. it was a dream. hee hee it was actually quite a nice dream. hmm.
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